you have stepped into
and i'm living like there's no tomorrow.
7:44 PM, Tuesday, December 25, 2007
i am still enjoying a jobless and i-can-wake-up-anytime-in-the-morning life (:
but it sort of tugs at me sometime when i know i can spend the same time doing something more meaningful, like earning my own keep. going it to give it some more thought. and go for more interviews along the way. maybe the interiewers can sense my lack of keeness to take up the job ):
but i gave myself a deadline. by early jan' 08 i am going start embracing a working life, whether i like it or not. such a lifestyle can be addictive. eating, sleeping, reading, last minute outings,...
met up with some of the class people for dinner at night
the venue didn't matter the least to me
company was more important and it was really comfortable just talking and even jaywalking in the rain
and hear kiameng talking about ns and all the things i didn't know
i want to go tekong and see for myself!
this is what happens when u've got no brothers(yes serene i am envious of u!)
kiameng, u really radiate simple contentment and positiveness. i want to be like that too
start getting me to think of what i really want out of life
and i think i am getting a start in here. time for new year resolutions for '08!
feel that x'mas is getting more commercialised
for a freethinker like me, x'mas holds a different meaning
for me, it is an excuse to meet up with my friends whom some i hardly get to see
a chance for gatherings and having fun (:
slept over at nina house for the first time
i missed my bed!
but i missed the girls more after going home
we cooked up our own dinner
atmosphere was family-like
all the laughing and teasing and pushing and fumbling
anyone can cook!
i am going to spend the next free days with my family
1:58 AM, Friday, December 07, 2007
it's been two weeks since As ended,
but it felt like a month.
with all the ongoing buzz and activities, i rather the pace of my life slow down a little for me to better appreciate the people around me, both at home and outside.
college is over.
the past two years in hwachong has been less eventful for me,
which is exactly how i want it to be.
but i am glad i've found a class which i've grown to like, with people who don't mind(okays i hope they don't) the way i carry myself
with nice and warm people who are mostly perfectly comfortable in conversing in my kind of broken language with a mix of english mandarin and what not
i thank god for blessing me with this wonderful bunch of people
these two years have made me look at myself in a different way
a less positive way i think
and to be more cautious when dealing with people
because people can hurt you really easily
whether intentionally or not
on a more positive note, i did enjoy the night of prom
and i am super glad i've got wonderful dajie, erjie and mama who tried to make sure i look presentable
not forgetting my dear winnie chng wei ting who tried to get me to make up my mind so many times
to my class, i think it would be the last time i'll see so many of us gathered together
even though we may get 'cliquish' sometimes but i do believe we do enjoy each others' company even though we love to niao each other so much
okays here's a collage before i end off