you have stepped into
huixin's fantasy
and i'm living like there's no tomorrow.
7:44 PM, Tuesday, December 25, 2007
lookingatlifefromanewperspective-
i am still enjoying a jobless and i-can-wake-up-anytime-in-the-morning life (:
but it sort of tugs at me sometime when i know i can spend the same time doing something more meaningful, like earning my own keep. going it to give it some more thought. and go for more interviews along the way. maybe the interiewers can sense my lack of keeness to take up the job ):
but i gave myself a deadline. by early jan' 08 i am going start embracing a working life, whether i like it or not. such a lifestyle can be addictive. eating, sleeping, reading, last minute outings,...
21dec night
met up with some of the class people for dinner at night
the venue didn't matter the least to me
company was more important and it was really comfortable just talking and even jaywalking in the rain
and hear kiameng talking about ns and all the things i didn't know
i want to go tekong and see for myself!
this is what happens when u've got no brothers(yes serene i am envious of u!)
kiameng, u really radiate simple contentment and positiveness. i want to be like that too
start getting me to think of what i really want out of life
and i think i am getting a start in here. time for new year resolutions for '08!
24dec
x'mas eve!
feel that x'mas is getting more commercialised
for a freethinker like me, x'mas holds a different meaning
for me, it is an excuse to meet up with my friends whom some i hardly get to see
a chance for gatherings and having fun (:
slept over at nina house for the first time
i missed my bed!
but i missed the girls more after going home
we cooked up our own dinner
atmosphere was family-like
all the laughing and teasing and pushing and fumbling
anyone can cook!
i am going to spend the next free days with my family
simple contentment-