and i'm living like there's no tomorrow.

the past week at work was horribly long.
super blur huixin on full destruction mode again. haha just can't help making mistakes due to my carelessness foolishness blah.
and it's yah my fear of failing is at work again eating myself inside ):
but i am learning to shake off this stupid habit that have stuck to me since secondaryfour

anyway the weekend is here. and this weekend i have decided to stop living at home and enter the bright and shining world outside(:
going out to do some shopping even before my payday and then going class dinner
working makes a person independent because u have to depend on yourself
yes you can ask for help but most of the times u are on your own
which is not good for me because i am always needing people to second my thoughts before putting them in action

have more faith in yourself huixin!

i miss the innocent schooling days

i dread two weeks later when results are out. i can predict it wont be good after i handed in the papers. some subjects are going to be horrid. the lack of confidence makes me think back, if i could have worked harder, asked more, done more, slacked less.

everyone i heard off lately all dread this as much as i do.

yay going to take off on valentine's day! do date with winnie :D but i still havent tell boss!

hope that the next two days can re-charge & gain strength. quality of sleep lately is RARR ): very long dont have the close-eyes-sleep-then-open-eye-it's-morning le. wake up in the middle of the night every night. horrible!

ending off, i just bought clips from my friends who've got this website
http://kupinnco.blogspot.com/ they sell these clips so do patronise if interested(:
very pretty!