and i'm living like there's no tomorrow.

all the uncertainties ahead worry me
and i am one who show all my nerves & stress & worry on my face.
trust me on that but not that i liked it.
many uncertainties lie ahead of me.
still not ready for the challenges and changes and to be dependent on no one but myself.
not sure how i will fare and
how i would feel after all this ends about three more months from now
relieved? sad? empty? or just plain weird.

going to do some serious planning.
dont worry huixin.
it's just another hiccup.
you've been through worse haven't you,
so show your worth and put your heart into in.